2014的六月来到最后一天咯
半年过去了
好像啥都没做到一样哈哈
SPM预考剩下不到两个月
正式考11月3号倒数127天
复习还不开始？？
要认真读书了 TvT
（靠，都不懂说几次了）
来
下半年的计划～
有关注Katy的部落阁的朋友们，记得提醒Katy在31/12的时候回顾看看
看完成了多少项
1) 复习准备预考&SPM!!!!!
2) Trial不要再当掉任何一科啦！
3) 学习$$管理，至少不要月光族 >< 记录每天的花费
4) 7月30号晓姗姐的新书推介礼+国际海外华文书市！
5) 和姐妹们在SPM后至少Outing一次！
6) 和宝贝们旅行～ 金马伦～ 或者去Lost world也不错
7) 在毕业以前，要和好朋友们合照，然后放进相框
8) 说话的声量放轻，要轻声细语～
9) 减少粗口，至少女生面前要斯文 xD
恩，
差不多是这样
要努力达成每一项！
希望2014年结束时
Katy能完成目标同时也成长了 =)
转眼间，
半年过去了
中学生活就剩下几个月的时间
蛮可惜啊～ 今年中六女生都挺漂亮的 xD
好啦那是次要～
主要是
很快就要到一个不同的环境
面临新的人事物，挑战等等
虽然和姐妹们聊未来时
一切都像是那么的新奇
可大学生活是否真的那么好？
Katy也不懂 ><
只是对未来
有着既期待又担心无法应付
的复杂心情
哈哈
喂喂喂！
人生不是一直在面对新的挑战吗？
要勇敢地飞翔才对啊！
就像<风筝>的歌词
征服逆风的阻挡，用我青春的翅膀～
呵呵
Katy还是那么的
优柔寡断犹豫不决双重人格
一时好像准备好了
一时却又改变主意
好吧，这也应该是目标之一
要拥有自信心和坚定的信念！
像Katy的兄弟蚝屎说的
只要有信念！！！
对啦
6月30号也是黄家驹逝世21周年的纪念日
所以这篇部落阁也是在Katy最喜欢的一首Beyond歌曲
<不再犹豫> 的陪伴中写的
哈哈哈哈
这首歌真的蛮激励的，就很有激发斗志的感觉～
好！
明天就是7月1号了～
之前写下的目标
开始实施咯 =)
愿一切顺利～
Fighting!!! 不再犹豫!!!
Monday, 30 June 2014
Saturday, 21 June 2014
Starwalk 2014 and Baobei gathering
Starwalk of year 2014
Second and probably last time of me going Starwalk
This time is with my Baobei gang~
And....
One of my sweetest memory again! ^__^
0630 in the earlyyyyyyy morning
Me and yoongkhee arrived at stadium
And waiting for others to come
Teresa and Danny, after that beibei and her friend jiarou
And Jimmy and mama came too
Bloody SWS missing inside stadium, cause he don't know how to get to us
He called us and said that: 'I'm surrounded by police! Shit don't know where am I!'
Sigh, let's go meet him, he'll cry if we leave him xD
Right, 7 something, let's WALK!
Beibei and jiarou lead the flag
While the rest of us is just following them, SLOWLY
Along the road we just chat and make jokes
And try to hide from beibei and jiarou xD
And they're not happy with it, cause we're slow like shit =_=
----Skipped the rest of the journey since its nothing special xD---
Almost end point, and miracle happened.
Don't know why, we walk on the wrong direction @@
We're supposed to walk towards the end point, but we're at another side of end point
Which causing, we can't get the cert, so what to do?
Hmm, SWS came up with a great plan
Just simply go round it and back to the original route
Good and useful plan, since we're not cheating, we're just salah jalan
But the clever Teresa and Yoongkhee, go back and try to walk on the right path
WITHOUT noticing us, so, they done something useless and stupid, muahahaha xD
After get the cert, we go into the hall and have rest
While trying to call Kbox for booking, and wait for the two idiot xD
After 10 minutes something, Teresa called and tell us to go outside
To get on bus and go Kinta City Jusco
While beibei is quietly escaped awayyyy! To bath at home and meet us later
So all of us waiting at the bus stop... And after that we've realized
LOL no bus going Kinta City
Here comes some problem, all of us agreed to walk to Kinta Cit, except
TERESA =P She insisted to continue wait or grab a taxi, NO WALKING PLS!
Right, so we're trying to convince her xD Including, me and SWS decide to hold her arms and legs, and 'move' her to Kinta City hahaha
While arguing, a taxi came by and stopped. Taxi only for 4 person, there are 6 of us
Hence, WAR BEGIN, Teresa, Yoongkhee, Mama and SWS jumped into taxi
Me and Danny is left behind, SCREW YOU ALL!
Right, forget it, I tried to call beibei, to fetch us and go together, and before I do so
She called me! Wow that's great, we're really have consensus between us!
And she's agreed to fetch us, problem solved, LUCKILY, cause I don't wanna spent $$ for taxi
After reaching Kinta City, I call SWS and he told me to bring away beibei
Cause they're buying present for her, so I need to find somewhere to eat
And funny things happened, I asked beibei: Where to eat?
Beibei: 'Whatever lah~'
'Okay, coffee bean?'
'No! Expensive lah! You treat me meh?!'
'Erm, McDonald? Cheap and fast'
'No lahhh, Mcd meh... sienz leh'
'Food court then.'
'Yerr, food court meh, nothing to eat woh'
'Kay, you pick the place then'
'Whatever lah hahaha'
SCREW YOU BEIBEI!!! =P=P Girls are always same xD
At the end, we just go food court and have lunch before going Kbox
1130
Sing-K time begin! Although we were told we can sing until 1330 only
Cause its different price due to hot time, if we choose to sing for 3 hours
Double the price, so, we just denied it
Inside K room, basically I'm the one to help picking song
And girls, mostly Teresa are singing, while other boys is just starring or SLEEP
LOL when its my song, I'm singing alone cause none of them know my song
Sigh... So I just skip it... Except for <夜空中最亮的星>
Cause I really wanna try to sing this song in K room!
And when its almost times up, left 30 minutes like that
I begin to secretly pick and insert songs, songs that everyone knows
And will be HIGH to sing or listen~
So during last 30 minutes, everyone is enjoying very much compare to other time haha
Well that's the point isn't it? To let everyone enjoy the gathering instead of sleeping or facing phone?
And at the same time, we sing birthday song to beibei and give out the present
While SWS is left out, I don't know why, sorry dude hahaha
Last song that I picked, is 干杯 by 五月天! Cause this is our favorite song!
Song that we danced in camp, song which is about friendship!
So everyone of us is rising our cup! And cheers! For our friendship!!
Wooh, FAVORITE MOMENT when all of us are shouting the song and 干杯-ing!
After that, we're walked away from the room and going next destination~
Before going out of Kbox, we're still keep on repeating the last part of songs:
时间都停了，他们都回来了，怀念的人啊，等你的来到～
Hahaha its so crazyyyyy! And Teresa said: '够了啦！人家会以为我们是疯子！'
Okay luuuu hahaha, we'll stop xD Cause its really looks idiot, if we continue to sing xD
Next stop is Zakka Loft!
Its a small cafe which connected to a handcraft studio
And the environment is really great! Perfectly for friend's gathering!
While we're walking to there, me and SWS go and bring Patrick and his sweetheart to come xD
Ohhh ya, forgot to wish, stay sweet ah lovely couple patrick and pigu chiau wen! <3
So I've ordered a Rainbow cake, which is famous item of it, and a bottle of unknown soda drink
Wow its quite expensive, RM20 for a piece of cake and bottle of drinks @@
While eating, we've set up the old rules, NO PHONE
So a stack of phones appeared at the center of table
And a box of UNO cards that prepared by Zakka Loft, will be the entertainment!
7 cards is gave to everyone of us, and also punishment announced:
First loser will have to do a task that assigned by each one of us xD
And the game begins!
Well, its really fun! We're keep laughing during the camp
While this card ruined our friendship hahaha
After 45 minutes of playing
While Beibei, Jimmy, and Mama UNOed, luckily escaped from punishment
Here comes the loser SWS!!! xD Due to exploding by total of +12 cards hahaha
So whats the punishment?? Most of us decided to this:
Pick a girl in the cafe, go over and said: 请问你请人工作吗？我想做你男朋友
After that, neither she's agree or not, SWS need to snap a photo with her xD
Muahahaha we're so cruel!
Finally, he pick the girl at counter, which is also the prettiest ^__^
Wooh! He did complete the task! And snap a photo!
OMO the girl is really really pretty hahaha, I'm actually jealous~
UNO game over, so whats next?
Hahaha we play the Woodstack instead
The one that with 3 piece of wood each layer, player have to remove a piece of it from bottom and place it to the top layer without collapsing the wood stack
This game is end very fast, way faster than I expected
Mama lose twice! With punishment of holding a drink, walk to a table with boy, and said: 'would you mind if I sit down and join you?' And drink with the boy xD
Hahaha! Mama we're doing this so that you can have BF ah, don't blame us lah! xP
At 4 something, few of us are leaving
And left me, mama, teresa, beibei, yoongkhee, SWS and chiau wen
Truth or Dare?? That's what we continue to have~
Soooo many question is asked xD Like:
does your first kiss still with you?
who's your first love?
who you're admire now?
why you will fall in love with him?
And many many more hahaha
At the time of 5, we're leaving finally~
We go back to Kinta City, and wait for bus
While planning our next gathering
Which is probably trip to Cameron after SPM xD
Hmm, hope it'll come true ^^
I can't wait the time to travel with you all!
Lastly,
BAOBEI I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
Phew, finally complete this post
Longest ever for my blog @@
Hope you guys won't boring hahaha
Enjoy =D=D
Second and probably last time of me going Starwalk
This time is with my Baobei gang~
And....
One of my sweetest memory again! ^__^
0630 in the earlyyyyyyy morning
Me and yoongkhee arrived at stadium
And waiting for others to come
Teresa and Danny, after that beibei and her friend jiarou
And Jimmy and mama came too
Bloody SWS missing inside stadium, cause he don't know how to get to us
He called us and said that: 'I'm surrounded by police! Shit don't know where am I!'
Sigh, let's go meet him, he'll cry if we leave him xD
Right, 7 something, let's WALK!
Beibei and jiarou lead the flag
While the rest of us is just following them, SLOWLY
Along the road we just chat and make jokes
And try to hide from beibei and jiarou xD
And they're not happy with it, cause we're slow like shit =_=
----Skipped the rest of the journey since its nothing special xD---
Almost end point, and miracle happened.
Don't know why, we walk on the wrong direction @@
We're supposed to walk towards the end point, but we're at another side of end point
Which causing, we can't get the cert, so what to do?
Hmm, SWS came up with a great plan
Just simply go round it and back to the original route
Good and useful plan, since we're not cheating, we're just salah jalan
But the clever Teresa and Yoongkhee, go back and try to walk on the right path
WITHOUT noticing us, so, they done something useless and stupid, muahahaha xD
After get the cert, we go into the hall and have rest
While trying to call Kbox for booking, and wait for the two idiot xD
After 10 minutes something, Teresa called and tell us to go outside
To get on bus and go Kinta City Jusco
While beibei is quietly escaped awayyyy! To bath at home and meet us later
So all of us waiting at the bus stop... And after that we've realized
LOL no bus going Kinta City
Here comes some problem, all of us agreed to walk to Kinta Cit, except
TERESA =P She insisted to continue wait or grab a taxi, NO WALKING PLS!
Right, so we're trying to convince her xD Including, me and SWS decide to hold her arms and legs, and 'move' her to Kinta City hahaha
While arguing, a taxi came by and stopped. Taxi only for 4 person, there are 6 of us
Hence, WAR BEGIN, Teresa, Yoongkhee, Mama and SWS jumped into taxi
Me and Danny is left behind, SCREW YOU ALL!
Right, forget it, I tried to call beibei, to fetch us and go together, and before I do so
She called me! Wow that's great, we're really have consensus between us!
And she's agreed to fetch us, problem solved, LUCKILY, cause I don't wanna spent $$ for taxi
After reaching Kinta City, I call SWS and he told me to bring away beibei
Cause they're buying present for her, so I need to find somewhere to eat
And funny things happened, I asked beibei: Where to eat?
Beibei: 'Whatever lah~'
'Okay, coffee bean?'
'No! Expensive lah! You treat me meh?!'
'Erm, McDonald? Cheap and fast'
'No lahhh, Mcd meh... sienz leh'
'Food court then.'
'Yerr, food court meh, nothing to eat woh'
'Kay, you pick the place then'
'Whatever lah hahaha'
SCREW YOU BEIBEI!!! =P=P Girls are always same xD
At the end, we just go food court and have lunch before going Kbox
1130
Sing-K time begin! Although we were told we can sing until 1330 only
Cause its different price due to hot time, if we choose to sing for 3 hours
Double the price, so, we just denied it
Inside K room, basically I'm the one to help picking song
And girls, mostly Teresa are singing, while other boys is just starring or SLEEP
LOL when its my song, I'm singing alone cause none of them know my song
Sigh... So I just skip it... Except for <夜空中最亮的星>
Cause I really wanna try to sing this song in K room!
And when its almost times up, left 30 minutes like that
I begin to secretly pick and insert songs, songs that everyone knows
And will be HIGH to sing or listen~
So during last 30 minutes, everyone is enjoying very much compare to other time haha
Well that's the point isn't it? To let everyone enjoy the gathering instead of sleeping or facing phone?
And at the same time, we sing birthday song to beibei and give out the present
While SWS is left out, I don't know why, sorry dude hahaha
Last song that I picked, is 干杯 by 五月天! Cause this is our favorite song!
Song that we danced in camp, song which is about friendship!
So everyone of us is rising our cup! And cheers! For our friendship!!
Wooh, FAVORITE MOMENT when all of us are shouting the song and 干杯-ing!
After that, we're walked away from the room and going next destination~
Before going out of Kbox, we're still keep on repeating the last part of songs:
时间都停了，他们都回来了，怀念的人啊，等你的来到～
Hahaha its so crazyyyyy! And Teresa said: '够了啦！人家会以为我们是疯子！'
Okay luuuu hahaha, we'll stop xD Cause its really looks idiot, if we continue to sing xD
Next stop is Zakka Loft!
Its a small cafe which connected to a handcraft studio
And the environment is really great! Perfectly for friend's gathering!
While we're walking to there, me and SWS go and bring Patrick and his sweetheart to come xD
Ohhh ya, forgot to wish, stay sweet ah lovely couple patrick and pigu chiau wen! <3
So I've ordered a Rainbow cake, which is famous item of it, and a bottle of unknown soda drink
Wow its quite expensive, RM20 for a piece of cake and bottle of drinks @@
While eating, we've set up the old rules, NO PHONE
So a stack of phones appeared at the center of table
And a box of UNO cards that prepared by Zakka Loft, will be the entertainment!
7 cards is gave to everyone of us, and also punishment announced:
First loser will have to do a task that assigned by each one of us xD
And the game begins!
Well, its really fun! We're keep laughing during the camp
While this card ruined our friendship hahaha
After 45 minutes of playing
While Beibei, Jimmy, and Mama UNOed, luckily escaped from punishment
Here comes the loser SWS!!! xD Due to exploding by total of +12 cards hahaha
So whats the punishment?? Most of us decided to this:
Pick a girl in the cafe, go over and said: 请问你请人工作吗？我想做你男朋友
After that, neither she's agree or not, SWS need to snap a photo with her xD
Muahahaha we're so cruel!
Finally, he pick the girl at counter, which is also the prettiest ^__^
Wooh! He did complete the task! And snap a photo!
OMO the girl is really really pretty hahaha, I'm actually jealous~
UNO game over, so whats next?
Hahaha we play the Woodstack instead
The one that with 3 piece of wood each layer, player have to remove a piece of it from bottom and place it to the top layer without collapsing the wood stack
This game is end very fast, way faster than I expected
Mama lose twice! With punishment of holding a drink, walk to a table with boy, and said: 'would you mind if I sit down and join you?' And drink with the boy xD
Hahaha! Mama we're doing this so that you can have BF ah, don't blame us lah! xP
At 4 something, few of us are leaving
And left me, mama, teresa, beibei, yoongkhee, SWS and chiau wen
Truth or Dare?? That's what we continue to have~
Soooo many question is asked xD Like:
does your first kiss still with you?
who's your first love?
who you're admire now?
why you will fall in love with him?
And many many more hahaha
At the time of 5, we're leaving finally~
We go back to Kinta City, and wait for bus
While planning our next gathering
Which is probably trip to Cameron after SPM xD
Hmm, hope it'll come true ^^
I can't wait the time to travel with you all!
Lastly,
BAOBEI I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
Phew, finally complete this post
Longest ever for my blog @@
Hope you guys won't boring hahaha
Enjoy =D=D
Friday, 20 June 2014
Family by heart and love
Hmm
Gonna write a little about my family
Who said that family must have bloodline relationship?
I have my own another unique family instead
"Family" which are bonded
by heart and love <3
Which are also my closest friends
They're my brothers
They're my sisters
They're my companion
They're my guiders
They're my motivator
They're my happiness
And many other characters in my life =D
Hmm it might be a coincidence
But there's 3 girls and boys
And I possessed both boy and girl characteristic xD
Which mean its perfectly balanced hahaha
LSB LHT SWS
JLJA MJ COXT
That's it, my family by heart and love
LSB
Erm, oldest friends since year 2008
The friend that done most of the 'sohxi' things with me
We are always together, already countless time of overnight together
And also have the strongest consensus, always high5 while we did or said the same things!
Although we're different class, but still stay together once had chance
We're best brother forever!
LHT
Known for quite long time, but not really close until year 2013
Its Scouting that brought us together! And he's the friends that affect me the most!
Cycling, sporting, Nokia Lumia, G-Shock, here are some clearly example xD
Most important of all, he did makes me a better person
Like 孝顺, its indeed he makes me feel that I'm really need to be a better son
He's really my guider and companion of life =)
SWS
Lol, known since year 2011
Optimism, mature, social guy, that's him
We've in same class for 3 years, and he said that I 'transformed' him to a bad student xD
Well, if I did, clearly you're enjoyed for being 'bad student' hahaha
He's the only friend of mine, that know ALL my friends. Yes, its ALL, whoever I named, he'll know =_=
Cause we're always together during tuition, and camp, most my friends are known from here
And he also spark the friendship of me and my sister Joanne, long story haha
And if everything is going well, we'll go for further study at the same place, UTAR!
Hmm after my brothers, here comes my sisters!
JLJA
Hmm, she's my oldest 'girlfriend'! Known each other at FB, and become sis-bro even though never meet xD And share our secret and story, and chat and chat and chat!
Ohh yes, She's the elder sister and I'm little brother, even though, I looks mature and taller than her xD But back to the day when I firstly meet her, I were really, really, really childish =_= So thank you her for accepting me, little childish annoying brother xD
Though we're much lesser talking to each other this year, and always can't really chat for long time when we meet at real-life @@ But I think all these will be better! When we meet at UTAR next year!
MJ
Ohh another elder sister here! But this time, I'm her little sister xD
Sounds pretty weird right? But, I'm just enjoying! Its great to have ji mui!
Known her for less than a year, well, its ALMOST 1 year, actual date don't remember~
Sigh, what should I write anymore? She and mui already wrote before >_< Let me think...
Ohh yea, she's kind of bully, 野蛮 yet caring big sister, nevermind, I'm soft enough for being bully xD
COXT
Aww~ At this time, I'm the elder sister now! She's my little sister!
Well, she don't like to be called 'cute', but still I wanna say, Mui! You're so cute!
Though she might not noticed, but many of her action and way she talk is just cute xP
Blogger like me, but refresh more frequently than me xP And also always read my blog xD
What more? Okay, intelligent? Since she's top student of vocational stream
And.... 呼噜呼噜, not sure what more to write already xD (That's one of her cuteness, the sound effect I mean hahaha)
Gonna write a little about my family
Who said that family must have bloodline relationship?
I have my own another unique family instead
"Family" which are bonded
by heart and love <3
Which are also my closest friends
They're my brothers
They're my sisters
They're my companion
They're my guiders
They're my motivator
They're my happiness
And many other characters in my life =D
Hmm it might be a coincidence
But there's 3 girls and boys
And I possessed both boy and girl characteristic xD
Which mean its perfectly balanced hahaha
LSB LHT SWS
JLJA MJ COXT
That's it, my family by heart and love
LSB
Erm, oldest friends since year 2008
The friend that done most of the 'sohxi' things with me
We are always together, already countless time of overnight together
And also have the strongest consensus, always high5 while we did or said the same things!
Although we're different class, but still stay together once had chance
We're best brother forever!
LHT
Known for quite long time, but not really close until year 2013
Its Scouting that brought us together! And he's the friends that affect me the most!
Cycling, sporting, Nokia Lumia, G-Shock, here are some clearly example xD
Most important of all, he did makes me a better person
Like 孝顺, its indeed he makes me feel that I'm really need to be a better son
He's really my guider and companion of life =)
SWS
Lol, known since year 2011
Optimism, mature, social guy, that's him
We've in same class for 3 years, and he said that I 'transformed' him to a bad student xD
Well, if I did, clearly you're enjoyed for being 'bad student' hahaha
He's the only friend of mine, that know ALL my friends. Yes, its ALL, whoever I named, he'll know =_=
Cause we're always together during tuition, and camp, most my friends are known from here
And he also spark the friendship of me and my sister Joanne, long story haha
And if everything is going well, we'll go for further study at the same place, UTAR!
Hmm after my brothers, here comes my sisters!
JLJA
Hmm, she's my oldest 'girlfriend'! Known each other at FB, and become sis-bro even though never meet xD And share our secret and story, and chat and chat and chat!
Ohh yes, She's the elder sister and I'm little brother, even though, I looks mature and taller than her xD But back to the day when I firstly meet her, I were really, really, really childish =_= So thank you her for accepting me, little childish annoying brother xD
Though we're much lesser talking to each other this year, and always can't really chat for long time when we meet at real-life @@ But I think all these will be better! When we meet at UTAR next year!
MJ
Ohh another elder sister here! But this time, I'm her little sister xD
Sounds pretty weird right? But, I'm just enjoying! Its great to have ji mui!
Known her for less than a year, well, its ALMOST 1 year, actual date don't remember~
Sigh, what should I write anymore? She and mui already wrote before >_< Let me think...
Ohh yea, she's kind of bully, 野蛮 yet caring big sister, nevermind, I'm soft enough for being bully xD
COXT
Aww~ At this time, I'm the elder sister now! She's my little sister!
Well, she don't like to be called 'cute', but still I wanna say, Mui! You're so cute!
Though she might not noticed, but many of her action and way she talk is just cute xP
Blogger like me, but refresh more frequently than me xP And also always read my blog xD
What more? Okay, intelligent? Since she's top student of vocational stream
And.... 呼噜呼噜, not sure what more to write already xD (That's one of her cuteness, the sound effect I mean hahaha)
Thursday, 29 May 2014
放弃的一段感情
对我而言
亲情友情爱情
都是感情
而最近结束的一段感情
让我体会到更多东西
也仿佛在告诉我
我应该对爱情敬而远之
因为我并不适合谈恋爱
所以
我对自己的承诺
变得更肯定了
大学毕业前都不会碰这回事
那一段感情
我无法否认
我的失望，无奈，与不解
但
对不起，我让你陷入这场暧昧
如果我们没有走到暧昧的那一步
或许我们就不会像现在这样了？
我不知道
但
即使是友情来看
我们也不至于会这样吧...
感情是双方面的
并不是只有一方在经营这段感情
你曾经问我
为何为了姐妹而对你这么没耐心
我也说过了
You've used up your quota on me.
为什么
我要一直是主动的那一个
为什么
我要一直是在冷战，吵架时，开口认输的那个
为什么
在反复地被冷淡，还要告诉自己
她只是心情不好，她很忙，她不是故意的...
为什么
我会是那个让你"很不自在，很难相处"的人？
为什么？为什么我在你心中会到了这样的位置？
受伤时，我都会回看过去的聊天记录
回想开心的回忆，拿出你送我的东西
来告诉自己，你并不是这样的人
但
在我第一次真正地生气了，累了，灰心了
你可否有安慰我？哄回我？或者尝试挽回？
没。这或许代表着，我早已不是被在乎，被重视的朋友了？
我们的感情，就这么经不起风雨吗？
仅仅为了她一个女生，你就宁愿不跟我们会面
在我眼里，这实在很夸张，也让我觉得
我们之间的感情就这么脆弱
你曾经给过我很多值得回忆的事情
绿茶滴在我的校服上
在Kbox你无端端牵我的手
我们的Hug hug
你穿着我生日时送你的高跟鞋
你戴着我送你的，代表认识100天的耳环
这一切一切，我虽然不知道为什么
但我的确感觉到你的心意，觉得很窝心
很可惜
不懂从何时开始
比起这些，你留给我的更多是
吵架，冷战，生闷气
对不起
我真的累了
就当是
我不配拥有你这个朋友吧
但我承认
公主，我真的曾经喜欢过你
小小后语
虽然我曾经受伤
但经历这一切
我发现&获得了更好的东西
也学到了新的事物
就像我姐说过的
"没受伤过，又怎会成长？"
虽然不多，但我的确觉得自己成长了一些些
最后
祝福我们彼此都能有着灿烂的未来
不再为了过去而牵绊着自己
祝我们
成长并幸福 :)
亲情友情爱情
都是感情
而最近结束的一段感情
让我体会到更多东西
也仿佛在告诉我
我应该对爱情敬而远之
因为我并不适合谈恋爱
所以
我对自己的承诺
变得更肯定了
大学毕业前都不会碰这回事
那一段感情
我无法否认
我的失望，无奈，与不解
但
对不起，我让你陷入这场暧昧
如果我们没有走到暧昧的那一步
或许我们就不会像现在这样了？
我不知道
但
即使是友情来看
我们也不至于会这样吧...
感情是双方面的
并不是只有一方在经营这段感情
你曾经问我
为何为了姐妹而对你这么没耐心
我也说过了
You've used up your quota on me.
为什么
我要一直是主动的那一个
为什么
我要一直是在冷战，吵架时，开口认输的那个
为什么
在反复地被冷淡，还要告诉自己
她只是心情不好，她很忙，她不是故意的...
为什么
我会是那个让你"很不自在，很难相处"的人？
为什么？为什么我在你心中会到了这样的位置？
受伤时，我都会回看过去的聊天记录
回想开心的回忆，拿出你送我的东西
来告诉自己，你并不是这样的人
但
在我第一次真正地生气了，累了，灰心了
你可否有安慰我？哄回我？或者尝试挽回？
没。这或许代表着，我早已不是被在乎，被重视的朋友了？
我们的感情，就这么经不起风雨吗？
仅仅为了她一个女生，你就宁愿不跟我们会面
在我眼里，这实在很夸张，也让我觉得
我们之间的感情就这么脆弱
你曾经给过我很多值得回忆的事情
绿茶滴在我的校服上
在Kbox你无端端牵我的手
我们的Hug hug
你穿着我生日时送你的高跟鞋
你戴着我送你的，代表认识100天的耳环
这一切一切，我虽然不知道为什么
但我的确感觉到你的心意，觉得很窝心
很可惜
不懂从何时开始
比起这些，你留给我的更多是
吵架，冷战，生闷气
对不起
我真的累了
就当是
我不配拥有你这个朋友吧
但我承认
公主，我真的曾经喜欢过你
小小后语
虽然我曾经受伤
但经历这一切
我发现&获得了更好的东西
也学到了新的事物
就像我姐说过的
"没受伤过，又怎会成长？"
虽然不多，但我的确觉得自己成长了一些些
最后
祝福我们彼此都能有着灿烂的未来
不再为了过去而牵绊着自己
祝我们
成长并幸福 :)
Friday, 16 May 2014
Family trip - Sungai Lembing
上个星期六
我和家人到彭亨州的Sungai Lembing游玩～
这地方有点像金马伦～
就很接近大自然，很有世外桃源Feel的那种
是个很小的市镇，还停在比较原始的那种
之前NTV7有套很红的戏叫<甘榜情>就是在这里取景的
我们也顺道去看看戏里面的那几间屋子，店，还有吊桥～
而且这里也没有旅馆，都是那种民宿Homestay或者Chalet
我们住的就是当时演员和工作人员住的那间哦
环境很棒，有BBQ，火锅，唱K等等等等
这样的Chalet里面有四间房～ 一间可以睡5~6个人，价格也不会太贵啦，RM160一晚
来Sungai Lembing主要都是去两个景点
一是看彩虹瀑布
还有上Lembing hill看云海
所以大部分人都是住3天2夜
因为两个景点都是要早早起身去看的
当然还有其他的景点，水晶屋，锡矿博物馆之类的
第一天早上彩虹瀑布
是坐名宿的Hilux四驱车去的
一辆车可以坐17个人 =__=|||
真是太厉害了，不过越多人越便宜
因为一辆要收费RM250
要去彩虹瀑布，得早早6点起床
然后坐车穿过上山过河 (越野之旅超赞！)
差不多1个小时的车程才去到一条河边
然后抓着一条绳子过河，再走45分钟的Jungle trekking才去到瀑布
超高的瀑布！
彩虹！！现场看超赞！手机拍得不是很好～
瀑布的水超冷，不过我还是敢敢跳下水～
不过跳下水是值得的咯！
因为去到彩虹下面时，由于光线的某种折射之类的东西
你会发现有彩虹形成了一个圈围绕着你！！
仿佛触手可及，那种感觉真的很棒啊
毕竟，在城市的我们，见到彩虹都不容易了
更何况是那么靠近？
大自然真是最鬼斧神工的
泡了瀑布水，来个山水杯面也不错 :D
(放心啦水都是在瀑布下面拿的，而且都煮开了的)
旅舍的人会准备杯面和Milo/Nescafe
看彩虹吃杯面喝Milo
真的很不错哈哈哈
第二天
上Lembing Hill看云海！
这个不用旅舍带，自己驾车去就行了～
山路都是石梯级上，到山顶大概800尺左右
基本上半小时左右就能上到了
很多人都早早6点半到山顶看日出
可是我实在太懒惰，整整7点半才上山
结果上到去，日出当然看不成
云海也跑得七七八八了，呜呜呜
不过还是拍到啦，只是没那么美了哈哈哈
这三天两夜的旅程超赞！
很适合和朋友一起去～～
希望未来有机会能一起去欣赏这种大自然的神奇 :P
我和家人到彭亨州的Sungai Lembing游玩～
这地方有点像金马伦～
就很接近大自然，很有世外桃源Feel的那种
是个很小的市镇，还停在比较原始的那种
之前NTV7有套很红的戏叫<甘榜情>就是在这里取景的
我们也顺道去看看戏里面的那几间屋子，店，还有吊桥～
而且这里也没有旅馆，都是那种民宿Homestay或者Chalet
我们住的就是当时演员和工作人员住的那间哦
环境很棒，有BBQ，火锅，唱K等等等等
这样的Chalet里面有四间房～ 一间可以睡5~6个人，价格也不会太贵啦，RM160一晚
来Sungai Lembing主要都是去两个景点
一是看彩虹瀑布
还有上Lembing hill看云海
所以大部分人都是住3天2夜
因为两个景点都是要早早起身去看的
当然还有其他的景点，水晶屋，锡矿博物馆之类的
第一天早上彩虹瀑布
是坐名宿的Hilux四驱车去的
一辆车可以坐17个人 =__=|||
真是太厉害了，不过越多人越便宜
因为一辆要收费RM250
要去彩虹瀑布，得早早6点起床
然后坐车穿过上山过河 (越野之旅超赞！)
差不多1个小时的车程才去到一条河边
然后抓着一条绳子过河，再走45分钟的Jungle trekking才去到瀑布
超高的瀑布！
瀑布的水超冷，不过我还是敢敢跳下水～
不过跳下水是值得的咯！
因为去到彩虹下面时，由于光线的某种折射之类的东西
你会发现有彩虹形成了一个圈围绕着你！！
仿佛触手可及，那种感觉真的很棒啊
毕竟，在城市的我们，见到彩虹都不容易了
更何况是那么靠近？
大自然真是最鬼斧神工的
泡了瀑布水，来个山水杯面也不错 :D
(放心啦水都是在瀑布下面拿的，而且都煮开了的)
旅舍的人会准备杯面和Milo/Nescafe
看彩虹吃杯面喝Milo
真的很不错哈哈哈
第二天
上Lembing Hill看云海！
这个不用旅舍带，自己驾车去就行了～
山路都是石梯级上，到山顶大概800尺左右
基本上半小时左右就能上到了
很多人都早早6点半到山顶看日出
可是我实在太懒惰，整整7点半才上山
结果上到去，日出当然看不成
云海也跑得七七八八了，呜呜呜
不过还是拍到啦，只是没那么美了哈哈哈
我老爸和我～～ 云海超壮观！虽然少了很多
这三天两夜的旅程超赞！
很适合和朋友一起去～～
希望未来有机会能一起去欣赏这种大自然的神奇 :P
Friday, 11 April 2014
姐妹情
又被姐妹骂没更新了 >_<
这次就写我的两个姐妹 =P
TO:
筱彤 aka OOAKXT aka Xiao Tong aka XT
看 =P 你的名字～
我们是去年认识的吧？（废话）
记得你跟妈祖&佩盈黏在一起的好象是
开始时我们不怎么熟的我记得 o_O
那时跟你聊天整天叫我BTW ==
然后还好像常常惹你生气搞到你不睬我的
过了几个月才比较熟络
然后去年我生日送我生日卡！
自制的咧 =P 我很喜欢～
谢谢啊哈哈哈 #鞠躬
今年生日肯定会送礼物给你的哈哈哈～
今年最开心咯就～
常常放学了一起去吃午餐
然后一起聊天吹水讲心事 =P
还有互相关注部落格～
才发现你其实也很可爱咯就～～
还有筱彤姐妹啊～
到底你是我的"姐"还是"妹"咧？
TO:
Kak Natsu aka Joey aka 妈祖
那时你说
你认识我是因为...
觉得我和她的关系很有趣？？
什么烂理由 =P
不过不要紧啦
关键是
去年我们常常在微信聊心事咯就
你说你的我说我的
你发泄我发泄
内容只有我们知道
这样挺不错
嘻 =D=D
然后今年4月2号
我变了你的"小妹"
哈哈哈好吧我承认我有时很女生～
不要紧 =P
我这个小妹只有欺负你的咯就
不会疼或者谅解你这个Kak的咯就～
然后生日礼物我也很喜欢啦
我把它吊在我的背包咧
那证明我重视那个Sister♥的吊饰咯就 ^^
TO：我两个姐妹！
你们不要常常吵架啦
就斗嘴不要紧啦
可是真正生气就不要噜
因为每次你们都会说
"你不要管我们的东西，我们自己解决"
还要说两个一起说 ==
都不懂是不是约好了然后才信息我的 xD
不过讲真就谢谢你们这几个月的陪伴咯～
今年老板跑掉了，大师又逃走了，某人又不再出现
幸好还有你们陪我 =)
我很珍惜我们这段姐妹情～
从好朋友变成姐妹
谢谢你们接受我这个"女生"做你们的姐妹～
我会一直爱你们两个姐妹的
Muackzzz～
Don't forget your sister Katy is with you, always! <3
这次就写我的两个姐妹 =P
TO:
筱彤 aka OOAKXT aka Xiao Tong aka XT
看 =P 你的名字～
我们是去年认识的吧？（废话）
记得你跟妈祖&佩盈黏在一起的好象是
开始时我们不怎么熟的我记得 o_O
那时跟你聊天整天叫我BTW ==
然后还好像常常惹你生气搞到你不睬我的
过了几个月才比较熟络
然后去年我生日送我生日卡！
自制的咧 =P 我很喜欢～
谢谢啊哈哈哈 #鞠躬
今年生日肯定会送礼物给你的哈哈哈～
今年最开心咯就～
常常放学了一起去吃午餐
然后一起聊天吹水讲心事 =P
还有互相关注部落格～
才发现你其实也很可爱咯就～～
还有筱彤姐妹啊～
到底你是我的"姐"还是"妹"咧？
TO:
Kak Natsu aka Joey aka 妈祖
那时你说
你认识我是因为...
觉得我和她的关系很有趣？？
什么烂理由 =P
不过不要紧啦
关键是
去年我们常常在微信聊心事咯就
你说你的我说我的
你发泄我发泄
内容只有我们知道
这样挺不错
嘻 =D=D
然后今年4月2号
我变了你的"小妹"
哈哈哈好吧我承认我有时很女生～
不要紧 =P
我这个小妹只有欺负你的咯就
不会疼或者谅解你这个Kak的咯就～
然后生日礼物我也很喜欢啦
我把它吊在我的背包咧
那证明我重视那个Sister♥的吊饰咯就 ^^
TO：我两个姐妹！
你们不要常常吵架啦
就斗嘴不要紧啦
可是真正生气就不要噜
因为每次你们都会说
"你不要管我们的东西，我们自己解决"
还要说两个一起说 ==
都不懂是不是约好了然后才信息我的 xD
不过讲真就谢谢你们这几个月的陪伴咯～
今年老板跑掉了，大师又逃走了，某人又不再出现
幸好还有你们陪我 =)
我很珍惜我们这段姐妹情～
从好朋友变成姐妹
谢谢你们接受我这个"女生"做你们的姐妹～
我会一直爱你们两个姐妹的
Muackzzz～
Don't forget your sister Katy is with you, always! <3
Tuesday, 25 March 2014
关于我的25件大小事 :P
被姐妹骂我没有更新～
于是学我姐&晓姗姐写写关于自己的事情～
哈哈哈
1.
97年圣诞节出生的魔羯座 :3:3 在2013年以前却没有真正庆祝过生日或是圣诞节xD
2.
很懒的人 :3 计划一大堆，实行的却不多 >< 考试属于颓废放羊式，不到最后关头不冲，幸好过去两次政府考试都安全过关拿到预想中的成绩 xD
3.
友情亲情至上，爱情永远不在第一位。大学毕业前也不打算拍拖，暂时恋爱经验为---零，不过很喜欢八身边朋友的恋爱大小事 xD
4.
总觉得自己很成熟，但事实上却成熟个毛 == 不过正在努力中 xD 对别人眼中的自己很感兴趣，想知道别人对自己的看法是什么
5.
运动白痴却很喜欢户外活动，不喜欢学校的体育节或是任何球类，只热衷于和好朋友出去骑车，Gym，爬山，还有计划中的学游泳 (本人目前只会漂在水上)
6.
Scouting is one of the best experience in my life! 待了5年，学了很多东西，得到了很多东西，但真正的童军生活就只有Form1的2010年。其余四年是在看着曾经辉煌的团体没落和面临新时代的新管理方式而失去了原有的强大和特色。甚至自己也不能完成皇家童军的梦想。
7.
对全世界朋友都在玩的Dota，LOL都不感兴趣，只偏好即时战略游戏（Strategy Game）像Command and Conquer系列的Red Alert 2, CNC General, CNC Tiberium Wars. 线上游戏也只玩过Maple Story，不过退出江湖了～
8.
别看我这样，我可以瞬间变得很女生甚至很Gay =P=P 我的朋友肯定领教过 xD 不过还是那句，不用怕啦我其实很正常的！
9.
超爱听歌，没有特别喜欢哪个歌手，比较常听而且手机里比较多的是Beyond，Katy Perry，Fun和Taylor Swift。只要听到好听就会跑去下载 xD 不会说因为喜欢某个歌手就听完他所有的歌什么的
10.
喜欢自由自在不受拘束的生活，家人也没有特别严格，所以去朋友家，出来Gathering，到处跑，去朋友家过夜，参加生活营，是家常便饭 xD
11.
不收拾房间的家伙，曾试过房间真的乱到没空间走路，才甘愿收拾。
12.
典型的月光族，到了20几号就钱包空空，实在太多莫名其妙的花费。但还是有坚持储蓄。
13.
只要一无聊没事情做就会想睡觉，可是热血于某样东西的时候却可以连续几天通宵三四点也不会累 xD
14.
对于友情和朋友的类型有着自己的一套看法和条件，只要认定了一段感情就会付出 :) 坚信朋友是世界上最重要的东西之一，会在人生中扮演很多不同的角色，陪伴自己走人生的旅途
15.
对韩风日风动漫这三样东西都没兴趣。喜欢看美女，不时也喜欢看"靓仔" (有着自己的审美观，通常都得不到大家的认同 xD) 而且别误会，我绝对不是同性恋
16.
崇拜蛮多人一下，可是都不是明星偶像，纯粹都是身边的人 xD 羡慕他们的口才，能力，人际关系，处事方式，样貌身材等。
17.
在2013年之前，异性朋友的人数一只手就数完了。不过在补习，生活营扩大了自己的交友圈子，认识了许多不同背景的朋友，也领悟&学到很多东西。同时多了异性朋友后发现自己很女生一下 xD (所以才有了一班"姐妹"！=D)
18.
喜欢的作家是林晓姗姐姐～～ 在<中国报>，<学海>，<少年月刊>都有连载作品，暂时出了一本<Go，林笑笑！>，喜欢她的作品风格，简单却有趣，从2012年8月海外华文书市的签书会，到目前为止的所有签书会都有到场支持哈哈哈
19.
记忆力时好时坏，能够记住整套戏的对白，却记不住刚刚经历的事情，所以基本上也算是个路痴 xD 即使去了很多次也记不住路怎么走。就像脑袋会自己会选择性储存记忆 ==
20.
最喜欢和朋友出去&待在一起的感觉。一起午餐，一起补习，一起出去喝茶，一起出去打机，一起出去玩，一起吹水聊天，甚至只是在微信或面子书上联络也感觉很快乐
21.
相信并奉承"年轻就应该疯狂和做想做的东西！"喜欢就做，免得十年后回望后悔自己没那么做。所以跟39th Brothers有着很多很多白痴没脑的回忆，因为只有和他们一起才能做出那么多没脑的事情 xD
22.
7岁开始戴眼镜，现在度数在600到700间 /3\ 不戴眼镜啥也看不到... 超惨的 @@
23.
对感情有着很魔羯的风格，不喜欢的不给机会，喜欢的就会全力以赴。友情爱情都一样。
24.
不喜欢Mainstream，而且品味蛮特别的，对很多事情也有自己的看法和想法 xD
25.
2012年多了一个姐姐，也是认识最久最亲的异性，有了她，多了一份感动和被在乎的感觉，佳恩姐姐，我爱你 Muackzzz！ 最近有了男朋友呢，祝你们幸福哈哈，可是不要忘记我啊～(我也有信心你不会 ^__^）
写完啦～～
原来这么难写 /3\
虽然写得不是很好可是都是内容属实 xD
看的朋友们，别太介意 xD
#终于写完了，好累，睡觉去～
于是学我姐&晓姗姐写写关于自己的事情～
哈哈哈
1.
97年圣诞节出生的魔羯座 :3:3 在2013年以前却没有真正庆祝过生日或是圣诞节xD
2.
很懒的人 :3 计划一大堆，实行的却不多 >< 考试属于颓废放羊式，不到最后关头不冲，幸好过去两次政府考试都安全过关拿到预想中的成绩 xD
3.
友情亲情至上，爱情永远不在第一位。大学毕业前也不打算拍拖，暂时恋爱经验为---零，不过很喜欢八身边朋友的恋爱大小事 xD
4.
总觉得自己很成熟，但事实上却成熟个毛 == 不过正在努力中 xD 对别人眼中的自己很感兴趣，想知道别人对自己的看法是什么
5.
运动白痴却很喜欢户外活动，不喜欢学校的体育节或是任何球类，只热衷于和好朋友出去骑车，Gym，爬山，还有计划中的学游泳 (本人目前只会漂在水上)
6.
Scouting is one of the best experience in my life! 待了5年，学了很多东西，得到了很多东西，但真正的童军生活就只有Form1的2010年。其余四年是在看着曾经辉煌的团体没落和面临新时代的新管理方式而失去了原有的强大和特色。甚至自己也不能完成皇家童军的梦想。
7.
对全世界朋友都在玩的Dota，LOL都不感兴趣，只偏好即时战略游戏（Strategy Game）像Command and Conquer系列的Red Alert 2, CNC General, CNC Tiberium Wars. 线上游戏也只玩过Maple Story，不过退出江湖了～
8.
别看我这样，我可以瞬间变得很女生甚至很Gay =P=P 我的朋友肯定领教过 xD 不过还是那句，不用怕啦我其实很正常的！
9.
超爱听歌，没有特别喜欢哪个歌手，比较常听而且手机里比较多的是Beyond，Katy Perry，Fun和Taylor Swift。只要听到好听就会跑去下载 xD 不会说因为喜欢某个歌手就听完他所有的歌什么的
10.
喜欢自由自在不受拘束的生活，家人也没有特别严格，所以去朋友家，出来Gathering，到处跑，去朋友家过夜，参加生活营，是家常便饭 xD
11.
不收拾房间的家伙，曾试过房间真的乱到没空间走路，才甘愿收拾。
12.
典型的月光族，到了20几号就钱包空空，实在太多莫名其妙的花费。但还是有坚持储蓄。
13.
只要一无聊没事情做就会想睡觉，可是热血于某样东西的时候却可以连续几天通宵三四点也不会累 xD
14.
对于友情和朋友的类型有着自己的一套看法和条件，只要认定了一段感情就会付出 :) 坚信朋友是世界上最重要的东西之一，会在人生中扮演很多不同的角色，陪伴自己走人生的旅途
15.
对韩风日风动漫这三样东西都没兴趣。喜欢看美女，不时也喜欢看"靓仔" (有着自己的审美观，通常都得不到大家的认同 xD) 而且别误会，我绝对不是同性恋
16.
崇拜蛮多人一下，可是都不是明星偶像，纯粹都是身边的人 xD 羡慕他们的口才，能力，人际关系，处事方式，样貌身材等。
17.
在2013年之前，异性朋友的人数一只手就数完了。不过在补习，生活营扩大了自己的交友圈子，认识了许多不同背景的朋友，也领悟&学到很多东西。同时多了异性朋友后发现自己很女生一下 xD (所以才有了一班"姐妹"！=D)
18.
喜欢的作家是林晓姗姐姐～～ 在<中国报>，<学海>，<少年月刊>都有连载作品，暂时出了一本<Go，林笑笑！>，喜欢她的作品风格，简单却有趣，从2012年8月海外华文书市的签书会，到目前为止的所有签书会都有到场支持哈哈哈
19.
记忆力时好时坏，能够记住整套戏的对白，却记不住刚刚经历的事情，所以基本上也算是个路痴 xD 即使去了很多次也记不住路怎么走。就像脑袋会自己会选择性储存记忆 ==
20.
最喜欢和朋友出去&待在一起的感觉。一起午餐，一起补习，一起出去喝茶，一起出去打机，一起出去玩，一起吹水聊天，甚至只是在微信或面子书上联络也感觉很快乐
21.
相信并奉承"年轻就应该疯狂和做想做的东西！"喜欢就做，免得十年后回望后悔自己没那么做。所以跟39th Brothers有着很多很多白痴没脑的回忆，因为只有和他们一起才能做出那么多没脑的事情 xD
22.
7岁开始戴眼镜，现在度数在600到700间 /3\ 不戴眼镜啥也看不到... 超惨的 @@
23.
对感情有着很魔羯的风格，不喜欢的不给机会，喜欢的就会全力以赴。友情爱情都一样。
24.
不喜欢Mainstream，而且品味蛮特别的，对很多事情也有自己的看法和想法 xD
25.
2012年多了一个姐姐，也是认识最久最亲的异性，有了她，多了一份感动和被在乎的感觉，佳恩姐姐，我爱你 Muackzzz！ 最近有了男朋友呢，祝你们幸福哈哈，可是不要忘记我啊～(我也有信心你不会 ^__^）
写完啦～～
原来这么难写 /3\
虽然写得不是很好可是都是内容属实 xD
看的朋友们，别太介意 xD
#终于写完了，好累，睡觉去～
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